days before christmas

hehehe~

back again! it's been a long time since i last wrote here! hehe! well that's because nothing's special has been happening to me yeah yeah! anyway! about two days ago my old friends came here at our house and visited me..well i was kinda happy hehehe! it's been so long since i last saw them! especially chuckie, i think i last saw her before the second semester began..yeah yeah!

anyway! christmas is near, and i'm excited over it even though i don't know the real reason why! heheheh....hay naku nahihirapan na q kea tagalog nalang!

sa 26 cla kira-niichan, okachan, kambal and chuckie pupunta dito sa haus to celebrate christmas and reunion ng barkda! hahaha! ohhh cant wait na nga eh! super excited ako kaso masama un baka di matuloy! huhuhu! nga pla bout dun sa ring ng mama q nakita q na xa! and ang saya-saya q talaga akalain mung nandun lng pla sa bag na pinaglalagayan ng pamBP hehehe! grabeh nung nakita q un napasigaw tlga aq sa tuwa! tinawag q agad c mama and sinabi na " mama nakita q na ung singsing "....hay what a relief!

lam nyu bah today first tym pinuri ung drawing q..sabi ang galing q daw magdrawing! kaso sa totoo lng kung icompare mu sa drawing nila nikki eh wlng cnabi ung drawing q...hay kakadepress pero oki lng un! hehehe! cge nah till here nlng muna okie dokie?

ja matta ne!

=Ryuuzaki=

there and back again!

hallo! haha anwaya this is the most confusing day of my life heheh!

could you belive it? because i can't! hehehe! damn! i'm so stupid that i lost my mom's ring! hehehe! and i kept on crying the whole time...huhuhuh and luckily i still havn't found it! i'm hoping to find it soon! because my mom told me that ring is very important...it is the very first ring that my dad bought for her! wehuhuhuhuhu!

anyway kaninawe went to my friends house at heto nanamn pu kami puro kalokohan ang pinaguusapan at maghapong nagtatawanan! hehehe! hay lgi ko nga namimiss ung mga times na ganya eh! kasi xmpre hindi nga aq pumapasok! hehehe! lapit na christmas at tinatanung narin aq ni kira kung wat gift ang gusto q! daming things ang pumapasok sa isip ko pero kapag sasabhin q nah biglang nawawala! hahaha! ewan! ganyan tlga aq di makapagsbi kapg me gusto1 hahaha!

back again!

hey! it's been a long time since i last wrote here! hehe! well alot of things happened and some of them i dont want to talk about! yea! it's too...i dont know! huh!

anway,last friday and yesturday i met up with my old classmates, well actually not that old just last sem. anyway, i saw my twin brother and know what i'm soooo happy to see him once again. i mean i dont get to see him everyday and neither do talk to him so whenever we saw each other you can say that we really missed each other!

aww...it makes me wanna cry again! whenever i saw goodbye to him he always whines and says "dont leave! stay a little bit longer", hehe! but i cant! i'm just secretly seeing them whenever i had the opportunity!

i promised them that i'm going to see them again next week and i'm looking forward to seeing them again! for me it felt like ages before we see each other again, but actually it's just seven days!

oh! how i wish i could be with them again! but it's too late! next next week is already their prelims and i dont think the school will still accept me, i mean for being a late enrollie! hehehe!

hero con!

hay naku!

this is the most tiring day of my life parang ung sa tagaytay, pero this is much worse! graveh! even i cant belive it myself, we spent the whole day with him graveh! medyo bad trip nga aq eh! well never mind that!

after all this week! at last i got a copy of the game that i always wanna try to play, o2jam! hahaha! well hero con was fun i met alot of my friends well, though i lied to maru-chan(apprentice) hahaha!

anyway when i first saw him earlier today well i hid behind my twins back! i dont know the reason but somehow something inside me tells that it's still not the right moment for me to see him, but what more can i do? he's already there standing ad waving at us telling us to come over though i dont want it but my twin moved and so on and so forth! hahahah!

hweh! well i had a little misunderstanding about him but everything is fine now! haha! but still my mind id still in deep thought maybe the truth is i like the person that text me but not the actual person..do you get it?

anyway i'm already tired and want to go to bed so i need to go!
i'll just upadate again tomorrow!

ja mata ne!

a day before

ohayou minna!

hahah! i forgot to type in yesturday, so bussy doing alot of stuff hehe. anyway
i just got out of my bed this morning, i took a little bath and ate some bread. anyway when i open my t.v. this a while ago i saw it flash on the screen saying 1 day before hataw hanep hero, and it surprised me a bit!~ i never imangine time flys so fast and i still havn't finish planning things for tomorrow. a friend of mine has already agreed on comming and so as my twin sister, but i still hav'nt cheked on my other friends.....

ohhhh! i hope they can come along with us! it's much fun if we're all together,huh! well that's not the part that's been really bothering me! what's bothering me is i'm going to meet up with my classmates last sem, and i dont think i could face them, what if my twin brother wont talk to me? or say stuff like "i cant believe u left us!" huhuhuh! noooo! i'm doomed.

and the other thing is hmmm, it kinda weird but i wanna see that person though i dont wanna! argh! i dont know! if i'm going to see him tomorrow! i think i'm doomed hahah! if i dont then i dont know what will happen!

anyway that's all~ mata ne!~

journey and return!

hi~! i'm back after a long and tiring journey! hahaha!

wooohoooo! tagaytay is fun! yeah!~ i've enjoyed it very much! hahhahaha!
we've went to see the people's park and view the whole place, and we ate our lunch at picknic groove~

ahhh! i just got home last night and boy!~ i am really tired! ohh poor me i almost vomit when i arrived home i dont know why but felt really sick when i came home, so i quickly went to my room and sleep early!

anway, last monday ofter i'm done doing the things i need to do i went to my mother's office to meet up with her! then when i arrive there, well i'm already starving hahaha! then she got of work and waited for 2 hours beacuse there are cars blocking our way and we need to wait for their stupid owners so they can move it! i'm really pissed at that time.

anway on our way to tagaytay my mom and her friends kept talking about their work and what would happen to their lives after the temporary closure haha! well at that time i am really bored i cant even relate to what they are talking about and i felt that i made the wrong decision of coming along with them!

we arrive at taal vista before dark and when we arrived there i was surprissed, we are surprissed to see our very first tenant there! the three of us chatted the whole evening telling chikas about the other! then later that night my dad called us and then i told him about me stopping this sem hehe! and he said it's me who decides my future and not him, that he is there to support me.

my mom said that daddy said to tell the maid that she has to leave, because 1. on december mom has no work 2. i'll be stopping this sem, so there is no need for her hahaha!~

whew! damn! i really hate my cousin that i want to kill him right now, he cant outsmart me at things he is a goddamn liar! i dont care if he reads this damn him to hell!

hmmm,wait if the hell girl was true then i'm going to send him to hell toninght! i dont care what his family members will say all i need is him out of this house! he doesn't belong here! he is stupid! and we dont need idiots living with us! and since i will be incharge of this house from now on, i will have the full pleasure to throw him out, out on the streets! hahahhahahaha!

confused me!

well,, minna!

i say it's gud morning! anyway today is the most tiring and confusing day of my life. doushite? because like i told you yesturday classes will start tomorrow and i havn't enrolled yet! hehehe! anyway i told my mom that today, i'm going to file a leave of absence in our school. then my mom asks silly questions about why? what do i have as a plan? i just dont get it! i mean doesn't she want this before? she wants me to stop before and now? she's even persuading me to go to school i just dont realy get it!

anyway,,i'm going to tagaytay with my mom tomorrow even though a part of me says 'go' and the other part says 'no' hewww!. i'm sure my dad will probably get mad at me, telling me again that i cant make my own decision that i have to change decision every once in a while! hehehe! but that's the real me! i'm not good at making any decision especially for myself